I haven't updated my blog in quite a while but that doesn't change the gazillion thoughts that are always rushing through my mind. I know you really don't care what I have to say, or if anyone is even reading this or not... or even cares but it's good for me to publish my thoughts, just in case you do care.

So, I have really been thinking a lot about Germany. Words cannot express the feelings I'm having of going to another country, another world and living and being a part of them for a year; it's like a dream come true. I'm really not sure everything that I'm going to be doing while there, but I really honestly do not care. I'm going to be starting anew and have a totally new chance at living my life once again while still on this planet.

Well, now you've heard a piece of my heart on my near future. What more is on my mind? Well, a good single word for what I'm about to tell you would be Preparation. The reason why I would say preparation is because I'm about to go on a journey and I have to get ready. No no, not just my journey to Germany, but a trip to live with God eternally. This is not the kind of trip where even if your not ready and have everything, you can stop at the store on the way and pick a few things up to make you ready. That's a no can do situation. With this preparation, I have to be ready mentally, emotionally, and spiritually to meet my Jesus when He comes. Problem is, I'm not ready. But who is really? I need to take more time out of each day, each other, every second of my life to be more prepared and fit to go with Him on this journey so I can live with Him forever.